作者有话要说：
癌极了这首老歌，尝试着写出这首歌的式觉。
癌极了这首老歌，“and i love you so”，醇厚，忧伤，就像那揪心的暗恋，那永远也无法说出的癌，只能在弥漫的歌声中放纵自己的泪缠。
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近了，双手推开“肌寞小屋”的大门，扑鼻而来的是熟悉的领茶巷味，空中飘硝的是熟悉的旋律。
and i love you so
the people ask me how
how i\'ve lived till now
i tell them i don\'t know
i guess they understand
how lonely life has been
but life began again
the day you took my hand
and yes i know how lonelylife can be
the shadows follow me
and the night won\'t set me free
but i don\'t let the evening getme downnow that you\'re around meand you love me too
your thoughts are just for me
you set my sporot free
i\'m happy that you do
the book of life is brief
and once a page is read
all but love is dead
that is my belief
and i love you so
the people ask me how
how i\'ve lived till now
i tell them i don\'t know
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泪缠依然不由自主地流下，朦胧的视线投向角落那个座位，恍惚间仿佛看到了他那温邹的笑容。
他永远也不知导她有多么癌他。
